Monday, June 1, 2009

Open Housing

I've been to six open houses so far, and I still have a bunch more that I'm probably going to go to.
I honestly don't really like going to open houses.
It's nice to see people and to look at the pictures that they have out (if they do) and all, but I always feel so awkward just standing around.
I especially feel awkward if I mostly just know the person whose open house it is, because you can't hog them and talk to them the whole time -- they have a whole room full of people to talk to.
Laura's was the best because she's one of my best friends and I knew most of the people there. Zena's was good too because I just talked to Tessmann, Zena, her sister, her parents, and Antoine. It was nice.
Everyone else's has proven to be a little awkward in some ways.

I'm not looking forward to mine at all.
I didn't even want to have one, but my parents were pestering me about it and I just felt obligated to for a lot of reasons.
I don't like having everything being about me. It makes me uncomfortable to be in the spotlight. I don't want a day dedicated to me. Honestly.
I don't know what I'm expecting from my open house either...
Really, I don't expect (or even want) a TON of people to show up, but I hope that it's fairly active. Mine is on the 6th, though, so everyone's going to be really busy that day, so I'd understand.... Ahhh.

I'm just really nervous, and Dard won't get off my back about everything.
It's stressing me out, and I didn't even want one! =(

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

It won't be as bad as you think. I know Randi was the same way and she enjoyed hers a lot.

I agree with the open house thing. I've been to about 13 or so and they're all a little weird, haha. If I went to them alone it'd be worse. I'm not going to like standing at the door the whole time mine's going on, though.

But yeah, don't worry about it y0!!