Two days left...

It's Sunday now, so I have two days left of summer...

I guess this is the part where I talk about how I should make the most of it and how I'm excited for this new chapter in my life and blah blah blah, but I'm not. I'm not going to say any of that, because I don't feel that way.

Honestly? I'll probably waste the last two days of my summer by not doing anything overly remarkable or productive.

Honestly? I'm not excited for this new 'chapter' of my life, this new beginning...and all of those other cliches you can think of. I'm not excited at all. I'm nervous, anxious, stressed, and really dreading it. I know that's totally and completely the wrong attitude to have, but that's just how I feel right now. I'm just flat-out not looking forward to it.

The last few weeks of summer have been really terrible for me, so I feel a little cheated. I want more summer. I want a break, but I certainly won't be getting one anytime soon, what with school right around the corner.

But I'll stop complaining.
I just had a particularly bad day. They've all been bad for the most part lately, but this one just kind of sticks out.

I'll try to fix my attitude and I'll try to enjoy these last two days. There's not much else I can do.