I don't really know what I'm doing and I don't really know what I want.
For lots of reasons, I'm very unsure of everything right now.
Also, I wish I could get some damn sleep. Several nights recently it's taken me literally three hours to fall asleep, but 90 minutes to two hours is more normal.
I feel like this is a particularly low point in my life.
I need to figure a lot of things out.
